Just
what am I
doing here
as I am pressed
to tell you..
and the lump
in my throat
is growing...
I cannot
cover the gray
anymore, no,
not this time
I've worn out
these words
in my mind
they have
said enough,
but what do I say?
where does it begin?
My Psalm David screamed his pain He wrote songs of heartache and of joy He pleaded for the silence to be broken and fell to his knees to get through to bear the noise of blame, accusations of the mistakes he made... He reached to Heaven and found a Sunrise midst the darkness He looked to God..... My inhale trembles as I feel the tears coming.... waves of them toss my soul about where defeat seems to be the only refuge there are only aches and pains left crouching down I can no longer stand I'm holding the edge of that thread I am about to break and I think that's where I need to be if that is how I could surrender if that is how I can lean on You if that is how I learn to trust in you let me break let me break before You and in Your presence I will fall on the ground and ask You to do whatever it takes to save me from myself calm the fears and just let You hold me now
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