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My Psalm


My Psalm

David screamed his pain
He wrote songs of heartache and of joy
He pleaded for the silence to be broken
and fell to his knees to get through
to bear the noise of blame, accusations
of the mistakes he made...
He reached to Heaven and found
a Sunrise midst the darkness
He looked to God.....

My inhale trembles as I feel the tears
coming....
waves of them toss my soul about
where defeat seems to be the only refuge
there are only aches and pains left
crouching down I can no longer stand
I'm holding the edge of that thread
I am about to break
and I think that's where I need to be
if that is how I could surrender
if that is how I can lean on You
if that is how I learn to trust in you
let me break

let me break before You
and in Your presence
I will fall on the ground
and ask You to do whatever it takes
to save me from myself
calm the fears
and just let You hold me
now

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